So cliche, right? I am officially inspired to write in the good ol' blog as I was left with some food for thought. My 'boo' just stopped by for a quick second after a long day at work...and we started talking about some of the new ventures that's been creepin' in my head the past few weeks. First off, my head is always running a million miles an hour. This week has been super overwhelming...took off 3 days to focus on moving to a new spot. But, let's say that hasn't been smooth as butter. The transition has been rather rocky considering that I completely changed my plans within the past 72 hours. One minute, I was moving in with a room mate, the next minute, I find myself talking to a realtor about getting a pad in less than 2 weeks. Stressful...yes. But, at the end of the day, I will leave it all in God's hands. Can I get an Amen?
Anyway, back to my mind being on a treadmill. A few weeks back I met a celebrity chef during all-star weekend... and he was so geeked to collaborate with me on a few projects. Im thinking "wow"... have I made that big of an impression? I am a bit surprised...yet, humbled and flattered. He was really trying to get me on board to work with him and help expand his company and clientele. So, I finally decided to start focusing on my goals, both short term and long term. I have always wanted to work on starting my own marketing company. Yeah I know, everyone and their mama is jumping the bandwagon. Every 3 months, I have an emotional conversation with one of my best friends (Miss A in NYC) about how all these mo'fos are making it big without really knowing much and how most are lucky. News Flash: they've made it big and I haven't...yet. So, we go through this 2 hour conversations trying to encourage and inspire each other to utilize our talents to be the best that we can be. It usually works for the first 48 hours, then I go back to being the workaholic Tracy that I normally am. At age 30, I really need to stop complaining at why I am not successful and just f*cking do it. DO IT! DO IT! I swear, everyone just needs to remind themselves...JUST DO IT! Okay, so back to my short evening with my 'boo'... he asked me "so sell TRACY GARCIA. What can you do for me?" Yeah, he put me on the spot. And reality check...that's what life is all about. You gotta always be ready on cue. There's never time to think, you just gotta do. Life is all about improvisation. Yes, my friends, I learned all of that in the matter of 45 seconds. Now, I am going to work harder, stay focused and let no one bring me down. You haters will inspire me to strive higher and higher. Thank you...I will dedicate my first award to all you haters.
With that said, I decided to make more changes this year...that I ever had in my time here in Miami. New home, new friends, new love... actually, I may need to focus on being fully single and not partially single. That always never works. I received a text today from a gf of mine in NY. She texted me that she had recently broken up with her bf. At first, I thought "man, i hope she's holding up okay". Then I continued to ponder.."this is good for her. change is good for her". My girl B is always gonna be in my thoughts, but she a strong woman...she got this. Maybe I need to stop this partial nonsense and focus on being ME again...
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